| Guess what! I got a hamster on Friday. It was kind of an impulse buy. Kind of. I've been wanting a hamster for a long time but kept wavering back and forth about whether I was ready for such a responsibility. But after the kids started asking me every day when I was getting a hamster, I thought about it so much that I had to get one. I just had to.
She's a Russian dwarf hamster and her name is Snitch. I will post a picture when I have a chance. She is tiny and cute and enjoys biting fingers. |
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| Four days left until Christmas break. And six days left until grades are due. But all I can think about is the next semester looming before me. |
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| I wish it was just the job. But it's me. There's something wrong with me. I just need to figure out how to fix it. |
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| I am in such a bad place right now. There's only two days left until Thanksgiving break, but I still can't bear the thought of going to school tomorrow. It was a terrible weekend and arguably you could say I got a "break" today, but really what a got was an entire day of not doing anything because I can't make myself care.
My head hurts from crying and I'm nowhere near done with anything that I'm supposed to have planned for tomorrow. Unmotivated is not the word for it. I don't think there is any word for what I am right now. |
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| I am totally and completely burned out. I don't know how to keep going except to just drag myself through one bothersome day at a time. |
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